Friday, 4 September 2009

"Yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift, that is why it is called Present."


didn't have much free time in the past few days. there were always things to do after class everyday, such as that report..not surprisingly. like last night, someone held a "truth&dare" party, after round and round stupid "dare", party getting boring after everyone keep acting crazy in the dark. and the game of course,doesn't make sense,maybe we just try to release our negative emotion in a positive way.
Besides, sports has become my obsession again, even it's a 15-minutes walk away from where i live, convincing myself that i was just totally spoiled by old memories.
Getting used to the sun peeking into my room every morning around 8am...getting used to the long-distance walks back and forth through that lovely "love walk"...getting used to the British interesting accent...getting used to the unpredictable weather, which might be so sunny and nice at first, then suddenly pouring for 2 minutes, drizzling for another couple of minutes, or it might just continues raining on and on and on, plus being windy...But fair enough...
there were many beautiful views and my eyes just couldn't stop clicking pictures. a feeling of spaced out suddenly came. though of course, nothing's perfect. sometimes it's a oily salty fatty meal, a bad soup can, a not so friendly price, etc. but overall, it is fine.

Tuesday, 1 September 2009

random moving out and in while taking a break




Cleaning up, packing up.. figured that my neck/back problems are refractory. only you can save yourself i guess. gotta be harsh on myself on certain aspects.. but anyways, while i was taking a break, complaining about my saggy pad thai takeout, the gross kitchen scene simply popped up: all kinds of dirty dishes, pots, pans and spatulas, piling up in the sink, stinks...
And that girl vivi, who came up with all this mess, never even mumbles a thing about it.. oh well, since it was always yelling or crying whenever she talks on phone..
I think i get her super emotional personality... or we'd call it whimsical?
plus, people are being belligerent here and there, seems like everyone enjoys watching everyone rumble? but,, em.. heard someone's muffled laughter..? when it comes to the crunch, you see who people really are. and by that, I mean both positive and negative.
I believe things extinguish themselves. so to my beloved ones, whoever the heartbreaker is, you'll get over it. while crumpling wastepaper when packing, i read those letters/postcards i got again this year.. reading them felt so rewarding.
I m moving to somewhere else.. it's going be fun and sweet. at least won't have the unbearable kitchen scene again. though i do miss my past a lot, missing the food which I used to eat, missing the cat that always stretching herself. but hopefully I will get used to this new place quickly.

It gets chilly at night, sometimes i even tremble in bed. summer's almost an end.
September will show up after sunset. Just let it be,maybe things will getting better.